Hey guys! I’m sorry for not posting much these days, school’s just been really stressing me out, and I have never craved for this semester to be over this badly before. Let me catch you guys up on a few things though sigh
Sooo, December the 13th is in like 3 days. I’m pretty sure some of you know, since a few of you messaged me asking about it (in case you’re curious, feel free to ask - although it’s a super lame story!) but the guy, the blog I’ve basically dedicated to, the guy I’ve possibly be in love with for the last four years, I think I’m losing feelings for him. I haven’t seen him for almost a year now, but I see him in less than a month. Let’s see what happens then.
There’s this new guy. I definitely do not love him. I’m not sure if I even like him. But I am crushing on him pretty hard, and he is super attractive, and goes to my school. And likes me back (to my extreme surprise ??) But he’s super shy, so he really hasn’t made a move yet. We talk a lot on facebook, he calls me pretty, and he hang around each other in silence a few times at school. And best of all he distracts me from the guy I have been trying to forget. And it actually works.
I really should be happy that I am finally moving on, but I feel like a horrible person instead. I deleted his number, but part of me wants to call him up immediately, since I have it memorized by heart, and apologize.
Either way, thanks for being there for me throughout the whole chaos, I love you all so much!